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2021.01.22 23:16 biologygirl6044 I knew my dad was going to die
So today is a "good" day. I'm able to really focus on how I'm feeling an process it. I kind of had an epiphany today that I grieved my dad many times. When he got sick in March 2017, I grieved the loss of the dad I knew growing up. Then I began to love the dad he became as he went through his ups and downs. Then this last year, he was clearly declining and I started to grieve in a way I didn't understand at the time. Then he got diagnosed with liver failure in December 2020. It knew it was the end, and I let myself grieve for the future without him. And then he died, and I grieved him but I also felt immense relief. No more pain. No more suffering. Just peace. I found incredible comfort knowing that he went to a good place, and had all the answers he's ever wanted. I spent a long time with his body telling him everything I had on my mind. I told him I could see how sick he was and that there was no way he could have stayed on earth anymore. I told him he wasn't allowed to stick around and wait for me, and that I will come find him when it's my turn. It was so beautiful and therapeutic to sit and talk with him like that even though he couldn't say anything, but I had a feeling he was there.
And I really think all that is helping me move on. I feel like I should be angry I don't have him anymore. Upset that he won't see me get married. Upset that my mom's beloved husband is now gone. Angry at God. Furious that I couldn't save him.
But, at least today, I'm not any of those things. I'm just so happy my daddy is free. He's crossed that great divide, and he'll be there when God calls me home. I can live with that. I can find peace in that.
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2021.01.22 23:16 TruthToPower77 Republican Logic.
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2021.01.22 23:16 mangabotfr Yashahime: Princess Half-Demon (English Dub) - Épisode 10 - Les Perles d'or et d'argent
2021.01.22 23:16 Yeahthatswaggz Small Business Owner Chris Tells Us About Starport Arcade and Pub as well as gives tips to arcade owners on how to stay afloat during lockdowns
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2021.01.22 23:16 stinkysock2 just don't stare
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2021.01.22 23:16 MutedAd5472 Just beat a shitass Admiral spammer. Garg burn OP
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2021.01.22 23:16 mangabotfr Yashahime: Princess Half-Demon (Portuguese Dub) - Épisode 7 - La Rencontre de la pomme
2021.01.22 23:16 Appropriate-Traffic7 This was never continued :(
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2021.01.22 23:16 Alahirs_ITA A Yveltal team i create and use on SD, feedback are welcome, paste in comments
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2021.01.22 23:16 NewsElfForEnterprise Billie Eilish and Rosalía’s “Lo Vas A Olvidar” Music Video Is a Moody Fashion Dream
2021.01.22 23:16 InformationSeparate First pc design, any help appreciated
Hey is there anybody I could speak to about trying to design a build, I can’t get my head around it for the life of me. How do I know if a build would work or not? for examples if the power supply is big enough or if the cooler is strong enough or if the pc would bottleneck. I think I’m going for a gtx 1660 ti if possible but that’s about as far as I’ve got, thank you in advance
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2021.01.22 23:16 goose298347 What you think about....or maybe the position
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2021.01.22 23:16 givebob Where can I learn to make good particle systems?
2021.01.22 23:16 ben_cushman Beyond the Beef Help
I'm trying to do Beyond the Beef, and certain White Glove Society members keep attacking me as I progress. My rep with them is neutral and I'd rather not have it go down from killing them. Should I just dismiss my companions and let them attack, or is there a way to complete the quest without being attacked?
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2021.01.22 23:16 mangabotfr Yashahime: Princess Half-Demon (Spanish Dub) - Épisode 7 - La Rencontre de la pomme
2021.01.22 23:16 BeeWooder Meechie Hoe...why?
I thought the dude was real funny. Some of his videos where he acted like he was an employee were hilarious. I know he got killed, just can’t understand why.
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2021.01.22 23:16 shadowkelly I know he said it in the podcast but does anyone know where he got jumper I would buy one in seconds (and just incase anyone gives a shit (when they won't) the monster on the back was relinquished)
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2021.01.22 23:16 Arta-nix yello
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2021.01.22 23:16 MrChiddlesticks Recap?
I still have not received my recap. I've checked promotional, social, and spam. Just really want to see my recap. Does anyone have any advice? It's been a week
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2021.01.22 23:16 SirRobin136 [XBOX] Price check or is this just scrip material?
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2021.01.22 23:16 Live_Improvement388 PEUC Extenstion
2021.01.22 23:16 numerousiceballs Oh look a post
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2021.01.22 23:16 Ikester520 groudon on me 8747 2729 8099
2021.01.22 23:16 GYSC194 The power in accepting powerlessness